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Heavily Sedated

Woke up this morning with a fuzzy blurness in my mind. Did I sleep or did I not sleep?All I know, I was tossing and turning the 3 hours I tried to sleep.

After a minor tussle with that someone, I tried to sleep my woes away. Unfortunately my eyes didn't flutter a single bit, mind widely awake and my frustrations started to pour in. After half an hour rolling in bed, I was still wide awake.

Before heading to my comfy bed, I was wide awake sitting in my computer room when all of a sudden the door swinged open widely. There wasn't any breeze nor rain nor anything at that time! I suddenly felt daddy's pressence.

Quickly switching off the comp, I headed to bed. With all the tossing and turning I still felt daddy's pressence. This time closer. As if he was sitting on the bed with me, trying to send me to sleep. It was just like when I was young, daddy patting me to bed.

I knew that daddy was there sitting beside me, I just didn't want to sleep. I don't know how, I suddenly dozed off to sleep. It was an opportunity to feel his pressence and still I slept for an hour although he was beside me. Such a horrible child I am.

Being miserable the entire day, I was dead tired by the time I reached home. I plopped on the bed and slept all the way through until 7. I had no idea who called neither what I was talking to them about. When I got up, I was feeling dead hungry. With only 2 green apples in my tummy, there was nothing to eat at all! Feeling lazy, I decided not to call anyone and wait for mom to come home and bring me food.

My gawd, when she reached home, all I had was 2 pieces of sushi and 1 bread. That's like the saddest meal ever. I'm going out for a meal after this. I'm hungry. No one cares. No one bothers. All they ever think is that i irritate the hell out of them.

posted by nikki @ 8:27 PM